2:00 A.M. I have some good news. I have bad news. Either way. Ive just got some updates. First of all. Joe kicks so much ass. he took me to the boston aquarium !! It was so amazing, I myself had never been to such a specticle. So many amazing creatures, I do have pictures and I am sure I will update. IT was so much fun. We got some really dank shit and just blazed all the way there. I got to see penguins and turltles CUDDLE FISH!!! mwahahaha So, the past few weeks have been a bit less that desireable, Im trying my best to flog the thoughts as they arise. Its not working. Still working at the shed. Losing ambition. I dont get it? I love my job but I need more hours. I am barely breaking even. Its a huge pain in the ass. I just feel worn down. I have been in and out of the hospital a lot. there are a few things going on. I might have Lyme disease. I haven't gotten the results on that test or not, but its scary either way. Fucking 20 years old and Im gonna probably get taken out by a fucking Tick. Do you know how much that sucks?! if I have Lyme disease im going to sue the motherfuckingshit out of the hospital I went to A YEAR AGO and they refused to test me because they are bastards. Fuck you, Im taking you DOWN. I also have been having a great deal of abdominal pain, I dont quite understand but,; this is what I got. Apparently , I get cysts all the time. They will break as they please and it will either hurt like fucking hell, or I wont feel a thing. As a result I cant lift heavy things or they will BOOM! and I cant really do anything about it. I really hope I dont have Lyme Disease. What a pain in the ass. I am also hanging out with KAREE!!! its been really good, ive missed mom. A lot. I think I missed her more than Ive ever missed anything. She gets me and shows me amazing ways to tolerate stupid people. Tomorrow we are just gonna chill in bed and watch movies. Its gonna be great. I guess thats all I got. Im gonna hit the hay. <3s all Casie. Pisces Oct. 25th 2009 If you have a somewhat busy day today, make an effort to get things done as soon as you can -- you will need some free time in the afternoon so you can daydream about your future. Sound silly to schedule fantasy time? It's not -- in fact, it's just as important as a doctor's appointment or a staff meeting. Your imagination requires maintenance, and you need to get some imagining done so you can recognize a dream coming true when it happens. |